color of my life

blue: my lost soul wandering aimlessly around this
life
green: my dumm luck that seems to be complicating
things even more
red: their eyes
yellow: sickness, a foggy mind, confused but yet not
really wanting a way out
purple: summer flowers, will they ever arrive?
black: my heart
orange: the fake vitality that i seem to find when it
is most neccesary 
brown: maybe my problems will just melt away...
gray: everything
pink: my longing-ness to belong, to be one of the
happy people
silver: the mirror i have put up, trying to block
people from seeing through me
white: the end of it all