a little girl with everything wrong and shes all alone...

waiting seems to be the only thing left to do. she
cant turn left, she cant turn right, everywhere she
turns there only waits another fight. they all know
her, or so they think. she runs away but it all
returns. she stops to smell the roses but time keeps
ticking on. she would give anything to see the sun
again. her mind is a dense fog. pollution and
confusion are the only things to be found. inhale -
outhale - it will all be okay. why does she pollute
herself even more? does it make things better or put
up more walls? walls that can be broken, but lose
trust nonetheless. a future thrown away at the cue of
a downer. maybe shes okay. maybe she knows her. but
maybe not. feeling the buzz, dont really care when
shes only living life "because" how did she go this
far? when the sun rises it will all begin again. she
puts back on her mask. returns to her "life" too bad
she took the wrong turn. she goes back, but doesnt
need to. we all tell her its okay, go live life. she
will only be young once. only this naive forever.  the
dreams broken. she was noticed tonight. she was the
one crying in the corner, shes okay, or so they tell
me. she had a long day. but the truth doesnt lie.
sipping her soda, smiling behind her fears. hands
clasped in lap she smiles at the world. it is seen
through, but only by the special ones. i think i am a
special one.. but she says i am not. she says i am
wrong and only lie to make her feel better. but would
i do something like that? well, yes... but thats fine
because she knows it is a lie. false words make her
feel secure, wrong actions make her feel better. but
make her pain move to someone new. too bad they are
blind to it. she does not care anymore. she just goes
back to the darkened corner. hiding in the shadows,
knowing that no one can see her, but praying that
everyone will.