bobb pine's jump to death

sitting at the desk released from all the pain. young
bobb pine is standing at the edge. putting it all
behind him. nothing there but the growing pressure. it
builds and builds. bobb pine knows that within an
instant he will be gone forever. or at least until
people get to cleaning out closets. cleaning out pasts
forgotten. remembering the lost, the found, and all of
the messes in between. writing seems to be the only
destraction, but now there is a new one. the freedom
found by gliding through the air. falling into a
corner filled with love, a corner put to waste and
never understood. now bobb's friends are going. not
sure why, but they leave without a fight. all but
one... he bounces off the pointy heart. still falls to
death, but will not be accused of going down without a
fight. why did they go in the first place. what if
thoughts had never been thought. what if the tension
had never built? with one slip it is all gone forever.
except in my heart. one day i will find bobb pine and
all of his friends. then tonight will be remembered
and all of their pain. live on bobb pine. you can
survive. my tears will fill the lakes to make your
land plentiful. hang on bobb pine... i need you.